well today was pretty shitty. i came to school all bleh with no makeup cuz i really didn't care, nor did i have time to put any on. blah. there was no justin today =(. all this shit just makes me really really really really realllllllllllllllllllllllllllly mad. you don't even know.

i'm happy right now. because i was able to talk to him today!! i didnt think i'd be able to talk to him until like at school on tuesday. he was able to call me, i was all surprised and happy! talked for a couple hours. damn. homecoming is gonna be SO great this year. we're gonna look all cool n stuff. wEEehoOO. can't wait.

classes were retardedddddd. like always yanno? 4th and 5th period always go by so fast, but art always seems so slow to me. but in art the time went by so fast. i was able to practically finish my pumpkin. yay. it was just the same ol' same old stuff ya niZZoH. hehe.

well.  people are probably still at the game right now having a grand old time watching marian kick mar vista's ass, but that's just the way it is. the only game i've missed. i got my reasons. and i wasnt planning on going either. i need a break. haha. it's okay. me no care =D.

anyway. today compared to yesterday was better. yesterday was just a bunch of shit.. shit shit shit. it wasn't fun at all. i was so mad. and sad. about more than one thing. it was hella pathetic.

aww. i'm listening to all these old cute songs. like:
          //Jon B. - They Don't Know
         //Case - Happily Ever after
        //Voices of Theory - Say It
       //Joe - No One Else Comes Close
      //Luther Vandross - Always & Forever
and other sappy cute songs like
        //Matchbook Romance - Promise / Tiger Lily
       //No Doubt - Running
      //The Junior Varsity - Say Goodnight
     //A.F.I. - The Leaving Song
    //Rufio - One Slow Dance [haha..so old. <3]

yeah. i know i'm pathetic but what can i say? that's just me... whatever.


I LOVE YOU ALL!