God he's hot.. don't tell me he's not. haha. well. at least prishilla agrees with me. anyway. one tree hill is cool. i'll give you one reason.. to the left..hahaha....!

took the SAT today. i don't think i did too great on that one. eh. then later on i went with justin and his family out to dinner at marietta's [or something like that] in bonita. it was so funny. it was great. i love his family, they're hilarious haha. and his sister. is just like my brother. haha. woo i saw justin wearing a button up blue plaid shirt for the first time! haha it's SO DAMN ADORABLE!! haha he probably wants to shoot me for saying that now. but damn. as always. he looked HOT. WEEEhooo!

anyway. i was talking to hector today. i haven't talked to that guy in a while. we were talking about our relationships and stuff. how different it is. like him and his gf, and me and my bf, arent the normal, conventional "AH i hate you if you look at another girl/guy!" type people. or "WAHHH i'm MAD AT YOU!" nope. just losers yanno?and it's been concluded that it's the best thing in the world. at least now i can talk to him and know i'm not the only sap out there! haha. it's great. really, it is. congrats with you and your gf!!  it's so cute. Aww!

and to my  twin. feel better man. i know people can piss you off like that, and i know you're the kinda person that's always too nice about stuff. and i just hope that you feel better, and are less stressed. or well, i hope you become not stressed at all. don't worry so much!

and to everyone else. take care kaY?

<3

hell no. that kid needs a kick in the face. wtf? tryna bring me into his shit too? i'll
kick his white ass. well. maybe not. but that kid makes me sooooo mad. all that
shit he's tryna pull. fuck NO. tryna bring me into his stupid shit and drama.

okay. so i just got back from the game against montgomery. i must say, it was
pretty lame, but who cares.  me and rio were helllllllllla bored. and yeah. at
half-time me, rio, and cassy went to rite-aid like always. and then we see...
SOMEONE beating the shit outta this little kid i felt so fuckin bad. then that
guy started saying shit to me. and right then i wanted to fuckin kick him. i
swear. who cares that my boyfriend's a football player? tryna be all hard
and shit. omg. what damn lame ass. sorry. but that's pathetic man.
damn sophomores...

ANYWAY. today was pretty shitty to say the least. last night was worse. i
hate my dad. he's so evil i swear. whatever. classes were lame. people
in art class need to friggin stop listening to crap the rest of us don't
understand. and i need to stop being so damn FOB in art class. oh yeah,
i gave chris a blackeye. hah. well drew one on him. hah arthur. "like dees
like dees, like dut like dut"

sorry. for cussing so much. just one of those days.

SAT test tomorrow. fuck.

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i'll post the pictures here. and write about the past couple
days on my xanga.

guess what? time for me to post pictures. again. hahaa. i was too l
azy to do this this weekend so here ya go. all from vanessa's bonfire!

 

 

 

 

YaY! today it's officially been 2 months...actually it seems like it's
been a hell of a lot longer. well, technically....nevermind. forget
the technicalities of it and how long it's been, cuz honestly, i don't
care how long it's been because i'm so damn happy right now you
have no idea. maybe you do. but most likely you don't. i can honestly
say that i love that loser. no one can make me feel otherwise right
now. i have the best of the best right now, and i'm not about to lose
him. ahh. you have no idea, what would i do without him! hah

//yesterday: was the last day of SATs, first day of my friggin 6
hours, and vanessa's bonfire/16 bday party! SAT's sucked. i
hate driving cars. i'm an SUV/Truck driving type of girl. haha.
and vanessa's party was fun!!

hmm..when i got there, steven, rolly, justin, veronica, ryan, and
lauren were there. and of course vanessa. then aurora and cassy
came, and later on vanessa's novio came. it was fun. i have some
pretty hilarious pix from it, but i havent been able to upload them
yet. sorry. haha. and right when they were all setting up to leave
cuz the beach closed at 8:00, me, justin, aurora, and cassy went
through that tunnel to the bay and found pits for bonfires. so then
we all went over there! it was fuuun. then when me and justin went
back to the beach side to tell other people, we saw the ocean
glowing. at first we were like "what the hell?!" and then i called
people over and we just watched it. it was so cool! it was glowing
blue! no kidding. it was soooo pretty! then we all went back and i
ran through that tunnel cuz it was friggin scary. haha. and then ryan
started going crazy with the lighter fluid! haha. great times i swear
to you. it was fun. then when we were all leaving, we find out that
rolly can't get out and his car is stuck in the parking lot cuz everything
was locked [like the gates] so then my dad picked me up and we
stuffed rolly in the back of the truck, and took justin, cassy, and
aurora home. we dropped off rolly, and then tried taking justin
home, but he had no keys, so we dragged him back along with
us and then we took aurora home, and luckily she got there before
her parents did, and then cassy, and then back to justin's. he banged
on the window and got in. haha. well yeah. that was saturday night.

today was pretty kickback. did nothing really. justin came over today
=). we watched this 80s movie. pretty funny stuff. and got to hang out.
which is always great since we havent really hung out in a long time.
and yeah thats about it. i need to study for chemistry now.

<3!

Last night procrastination ended up getting the best of me. i was
so tired. i had to do my AWP essay for eglish, and also that paper
for church history. along with the study guide for chemistry, Alg2/Trig
homework, and other crap. it really sucked. so what do i get for it?
i wake up super ass late, and get to school so late. i NEEEEd to
sleep early tonight. haha. but the likelihood of that happening..HAHA.
no way.

Today we had mass. it's been a couple weeks since the last one.
one or two..i think. we had a mariachi band there playing during
mass. [if that doesn't show you how mexican our school is, i don't
know what does]. oh yeah, and my "best friend" is still the same.
still hating on me and being stupid and saying "ew" everytime i
pass by her, or when she's around.well ew to you too damnit. do
you REALLY want him that bad?! wait. why am i asking, OF COURSE
you do. God. just stop trying already. it really pisses me off. if your
goal is to piss me off and try to get him. you're right, and you win. are
you over it yet? i know you think you can get any guy you want. i know
that you THINK you're the hottest piece of ass at school, and maybe
it's true, depending on what other guys may think too. but PLEASE.
stop trying to act like you're better than everyone. and although i know
you try to be cool and cute about it...sorry to tell you, it's just not cute.

//ok IM DONE venting on that one//

well. today i has SAT classes after school and they sucked really bad.
i hate it. thank GOD that the last class is on Saturday. woohoo. then
SAT test next week. craaaaap. i'm screwed.

yay for friday because it's the Bonita Vista game at SWC. oh yes. fun
stuff. get to watch boys in tight pants again ;) ! hahaha just kidding.

i was watching that show ONE TREE HILL yesterday or whatever,
and then the unpopular brother is freakin cute. ah. haha

i need a vacation. i need to get away from school. i hate it!!

today in chemistry mrs. mcgregor came back. she's nice. she's not
mean like everyone else has said in the past that made me cringe
at the thought of having her as a teacher. she's really not bad. and
i'm glad she knows mr. cracker was a dumbass that thought he
knew everything. she said it herself. gotta love it.

world history was the usual. that class is pretty fun. haha. and then
me and vanessa went on our stupid laugh thing again. haha. shopping
sunday. yay if plans work out for everyone.

church history. watched a movie. ain't that just great. no not really.

i have 2 essays due on wednesday. i'm screwed.

tomorrow i get to miss 6th period. oh woopdeedoo. just art anyway.
i need to get new glasses. and a new prescription for contacts. how
fun. not.

She really hates me for her own extremely stupid reasons. i bet
she can't wait till i leave. do as you please, dear, you can flirt with
him all you want. it's not like it's gonna change the way i feel about
him. do as you please to make him break up with me...i dare you.

i'm not in the mood for anything right now...

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just got back from the Eastlake vs. Castle Park game. i went with justin.
when we got there, we sat on the eastlake side and no one was there yet.
then chang and some other dude came. and then all of a sudden all these
football players came at one time from our school. pretty cool. the game
itself was pretty lame. but hey,  i got outta the house, and go to hang out
w/ my hOmiEEE <3 . =) 
 
God. #7 = not cute. talk about overrated. not hot...AT ALL. well, to me
at least. ew. =X.

Marian games are so much more exciting.

this coming week we play bonita vista =D!! yay!! that's gonna be a
cool game.

well i'm bored. so i'm gonna go be a pig. oink oink. yay marian. i <3 #37...
[no not the stupid/gay looking one from Eastlake.] ah. i shouldnt diss. i'm
going to that school anyway. damn.

<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ANNNNNNNdREAAAAAAA!
[tomorrow is VANESSA's birthday!]

hmm. i got this letter from Nationals Inc. asking me to do a pageant
and also for modeling. it was very random. it said i was referred by
someone, and yeah. probably referred by my aunt. cuz my cuzin is
a model in florida. and my aunt always nags my mom to put me in
that crap and i'm like no. and my aunt always says "put her in,
because it's a waste of a mix if you don't put her in!" i don't wanna
do it. but i want caroline to. cuz she'd do well in it. and she's so
pretty! i'm too bleh to ever do something like that cuz i'm not "model
material" haha.

and then the other day i got a letter from some Ambassador program
asking if i wanted to go and study in europe for a month. that one
said i was referred to by someone who's been to one of those
programs, or a teacher. it sounds really cool to do. i want to! that'd
be so damn FUN!! my parents are thinking about it.. =D !!

Today was not the greatest day for me. i don't wanna get into it. so
yeah. let's just say it makes me feel shittier than shit.

2nd period was so damn funny. we were watching some christopher
columbus movie for the entire period, and mr. cruz didnt care that
nobody was watching it. haha. then me and vanessa busted out
our planners and looking through the calendars and could not
stop laughing like losers. omg. that was sooooooooooo funny!!
it was so dumb though. yet very funny. we gotta go shopping!

then in 3rd period we watched a movie too. damn. classes were
easy today. chemistry, didnt do much..well, i chose not to do much.
and then 2nd..movie. 3rd..movie! gooooodness.

oooH yeah! me and Rio MUST go visit SWC one day. ;) water polo anyone?

i'm not doing anything tomorrow. damn. no football game. anyone wanna
go somewhere?

<3

It's Nicole and Caroline! with Birthday girl ANDREAAAAA in the background
[see her balloons?] haha. okay that's your picture of the day guys!

Got Ass? haha. oh yes. tight
pants. the football boys at the
sweetwater game last friday. i
forgot i took that picture.i think i
was testing how far my camera
can take a pic. hmm. i don't
remember. but yeah. that was
fun times. the game was cool.
60-17. woO hoo! that would be
SO funny if the score ever came
out to like 37 something. that
would be the funniest day ever. i swear. haha.can you tell i was bored?
i decided to actually upload these pictures. and here's arthur in art class
today. and then there's also chris ayegee. chris is the homie for shizzle.
hahaha. too ghetto for myself. it makes me laugh. like this. HAHAHA.
okay just kidding. sorry. i've been in a laughing too much today. i think
i'm going crazy. or, well..maybe not.

After school was so damn funny.
or, well, maybe just to me. i
could not stop laughing with Kat
and Nicole. that was hilarious. it
truly was. i couldn't get over it. it
wasn't even supposed to be that
funny. except the more and me and
kat were thinking and remembering
it, the funnier it would get! we didn't
even have to say anything! we both
knew what was so funny. and after filling in nicole, she got it too. hahaha.
omg, those girls are crazy funny. anyway. my parents are mean. they won't
let me drive till i start wearing glasses/contacts again. oh hell no. at least i
have an appointment next tuesday for them. and then my parents are nagging me about insurance. damnit. i'll even pay for it. as long as they let me drive. oh yeah. it's funny.
because today at school, me, caroline, and lisa, were making chris [z],
speak chaldean. it's crazy cuz i just wrote about how annoying that is
yesterday. but it's just cuz it went along w/ everything else. hehe. but um
yeah. i have lotsa homework. byE hoMiEZZZZ [hahaha] <3

"and she called out a warning, don't ever let life pass you by"

i hate my chemistry teacher. he sucks major ass. or balls. since i
question his straightness. whatever. but damn. why do i have to
have such stupid teachers. God. i won't get into that anymore.

i love mexicans and all cuz they're the homiez too. but why do you
all always have to insist i'm mexican and think i'm lying to you when
i say i'm not. and tell me i'm mexican. what? you think you know me.
GOD. it annoys me. people did that to me too much today it made
me mad. "shut up! you're mexican!" come on now. just let it go people!
i'm not damnit. and just stop fucking insisting that i am when i'm not!
you know how LAME that is. oh and when people say "say something
in tagalog!" i could be saying you look like a dick, and you wouldn't
even know, so why ask? it's just as bad as how when you say you're
asian they automatically say "oh so you're chinese?/japanese?"
what the hell. you know how many damn COUNTRIES there are in
ASIA. even AFGHANISTAN is friggin part of asia [<- still got asian
pride?? ]. ERR.

okay sorry had to get that out of my system. i'm okay now.

hahahahaaha....Rio..operation WEIRDO officially underway. and
junior year just gets even MORE interesting....hehehe..... ;)

God i love it. <3

..i need a new hairstyle damnit.

ahhhhhh i miss my homie matt. and i miss all my other friends
that aren't in san diego anymore. anthony. and rj. <- who i havent seen in over a year, my fave kuya. and everyone. ;(

me n matt at prom last year. i have yet to find pix of anthony and my kuya to put up here. :