score of the football game last night? why bother. you know we were gonna win anyway. =P. 0-77 if it matters to anyone. we kick ass. go #37

the game was boring as hell cuz there was no action involved whatsoever. i wasnt even planning on going, but cassy called me asking if i was going, and i ended up going. so cassy and yuki picked me up. lauren-//  i swear that girl can be so hilarious. soon enough the game was over. and as we were waiting for my nanay to pick me and mi amigas up, this one lady came up to aurora telling her how she needs to be closer to the lord, basically repeating everything that we learn about at school..everyday! do you THINK we wanna hear more of the redudancies outside of school? gooooooodness. we saved her by calling her cell saying it was her mom. haha. then we dropped everyone off and that was that.

i went to yardage town yesterday =D! i went fabric/lace/ribbon-happy. haha. it was great fun. and then i got pretty material to make a pretty dress. and material to make my brother's halloween costume. weeE.

today i worked on my brother's costume. and then justin came over and we just hung out for a while. watched the tuxedo. haha. great times. as usual.

tomorrow i must wake up Xtra early to go to the St. Charles Carnival. go Lumpia/Pancit/BBQ booth. FOBville here i come. accompanied by kristine. yay. go our moms who stress and stuff for that booth. finally i get to get rid of the 800 lumpia in my freezer. no kidding. there's really 800. it's a Filipino's dream of ultimate paradise. all that lumpia. psh. yeah right. umm..maybe see you guys there?

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        HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA RJ!
                  HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE SUSAN!

go him cuz he's out saving the world in Iraq. havent seen that guy in forever i swear. and i remembered today was his bday. so yay him! and happy birthday to my cuzin susan. [her mommy died a couple years ago =(.] and yeah. happy birthday dears.

so tomorrow is mario's birthday i hear. go mario =D gonna be 16. wEehooo. go get your license man! hehe

well anyway today was the usual. nothing interesting. and um yeah. people are weird.

STEVEN!!! don't go. please stay. i miss that guy.

haha yesterday me and sammy were talking about BF stealin girlz and how she has that problem too. haha. so she came up with GABSH ...Girfriends Against Boyfriend Stealing Hoes. our "club" oh so clever. go us. haha. who wants to join? who's got a boyfriend stealing loser? hahaha.

i get to miss art class tomorrow. although it'll be pointless cuz i'm gonna fail my license test anyway. so um yeah. wish me luck, yes?

football game tomorrow. i dunno if i'm going =/

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ahhh! how pathetic man. i don't go to school today and me, expecting to sleep in, ends up waking up so EARLY. i woke up at 7:15. WHY?! it pisses me off.... well. today was just that PSAT thing, and hell no will i score high enough to get the scholarships out of that anyway. i hate that test. i hate it with my life. haha. well. something like that. today me and caroline are gonna go to the beach around 10 something if plans work out correctly yanno? cool cool. fun stuff. well i'm gonna end this and go enjoy my non-school day.

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[edit 6:18PM]

today was soo fun. it was seriously a "fun-filled day" and we were able to enjoy the entire day. it's weird. we were able to go so many places and do so much, in the same amount of time we would usually be in school. god damn. school takes up our lives. it really does. well anyway. maybe i should explain who "we" was today. me, caroline, and nicole.

yesterday...me and caroline kept thinking about not going to school today cuz it's a waste of time and it's really pointless. so we didnt. haha. well i'm sick anyway, so it's true, i'm not lying.

anyway, caroline came by around 10:30 and she tried on my prom dress for her pageant. it fit. and it looks so much better on her than me. obviously. haha. then we were off to imperial beach. attempted to tan. well. i got tan. like really tan. cuz i'm dark as it is. except caroline was going for a tan and wasnt able to get one there cuz by the time we got there it wasnt hot. and where we lived, it was hot as hell.

went to marian at around 11:45 or something and called nicole, but she had already gone home. looked around within the area for the novio. not to be found in sight. we ran to caroline's locker, and ran back to the car. cuz yanno, we're not supposed to be at school. then called nicole, and she couldn't leave, so we went to visit her and then took her hostage. haha

we then went to caroline's and swam in her pool, and it was hella hot there. it was sooooo fun. it was hilarious. it was fun fun. then we took the hostage home. and then got some lolitas. the end. so much fun. weee.

then we wanted to go watch boys lacrosse practice at bonita. problem: that doesn't start till spring. haha. but we're gonna watch waterpolo one day =D. hehehe.

adventures are fun.

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new song. hehe. my one and only favorite rufio song. about the only song i can listen to from them that i will never, ever get sick off.

::MEMORIES:: Prom 2003


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oh man. i find this so-so-so-so FUNNY:

TwiLigHtSHaDow13: theres this girl who works at the vons my dad does n she knows _____
TwiLigHtSHaDow13: i talked to her
TwiLigHtSHaDow13: it was funny cuz she was like, 'oh yeah, she talks about this justin guy a lot'
shugah rushed: OH HELL NO
shugah rushed: haha
TwiLigHtSHaDow13: i was like,'oh yeah? must be a different justin cuz the one i know has a gf'
shugah rushed: dfgjhdljfghdflgjhdfgjdfhgdljkf she needs to get slapped
TwiLigHtSHaDow13: and she goes, 'oh, yeah, this guy does'
TwiLigHtSHaDow13: slapped senseful since she dont have any sense

hahaaaa...some people are just so pathetic. i know she's probably saying: "yeah, he cheats on her with me ALL the time." haha oh yeah. and can't forget the "last weekend was so much fun with him, if you know what i mean" ...what's sad, is that she actually said that.hmm.. and she thinks i'd never find out about it? FUNNY! who's "eww" now? oh man, i enjoy this all too much, it's too entertaining. stop making yourself look so stupid. and thanks for the info rio! haha. the pretty boy + manly girl = the resolvance of all our problems =). haha. ingenious. oh and, go navy seals!

you know what else? it really sucks when i have to hear a certain "friend" tell me how much she likes him. you don't do that. yeah umm okay. "oh hey, i realllly really like you're boyfriend...he's so nice, he's so cuuuuute" i could never do that. first i thought it was a joke. but the more she says it to me, it makes get a little eh. like...do you want me to break up with him for you or something? all this "i love him" crap just makes me weirded out. why are you telling me!?!? well, me breaking up w/ him, even if that's what you want, it's not gonna happen. =)

sorrrry i just had to get that all out. after talking to ms. rio about all this funny crap, i had to just write about it.

haha. and at school. it's kinda sad. "heyyy....isn't kat your friend?... isn't your boyfriend her ex-boyfriend?" it's soooo bad. well it sounds really bad. no kat, it's not "So cool!" hahaha..but then again, when do you ever see two friends that went out w/ the same guy hanging out like it's all gravy baby? it's just that history of it that makes it somewhat okay i suppose.

well today was pretty shitty. i came to school all bleh with no makeup cuz i really didn't care, nor did i have time to put any on. blah. there was no justin today =(. all this shit just makes me really really really really realllllllllllllllllllllllllllly mad. you don't even know.

i'm happy right now. because i was able to talk to him today!! i didnt think i'd be able to talk to him until like at school on tuesday. he was able to call me, i was all surprised and happy! talked for a couple hours. damn. homecoming is gonna be SO great this year. we're gonna look all cool n stuff. wEEehoOO. can't wait.

classes were retardedddddd. like always yanno? 4th and 5th period always go by so fast, but art always seems so slow to me. but in art the time went by so fast. i was able to practically finish my pumpkin. yay. it was just the same ol' same old stuff ya niZZoH. hehe.

well.  people are probably still at the game right now having a grand old time watching marian kick mar vista's ass, but that's just the way it is. the only game i've missed. i got my reasons. and i wasnt planning on going either. i need a break. haha. it's okay. me no care =D.

anyway. today compared to yesterday was better. yesterday was just a bunch of shit.. shit shit shit. it wasn't fun at all. i was so mad. and sad. about more than one thing. it was hella pathetic.

aww. i'm listening to all these old cute songs. like:
          //Jon B. - They Don't Know
         //Case - Happily Ever after
        //Voices of Theory - Say It
       //Joe - No One Else Comes Close
      //Luther Vandross - Always & Forever
and other sappy cute songs like
        //Matchbook Romance - Promise / Tiger Lily
       //No Doubt - Running
      //The Junior Varsity - Say Goodnight
     //A.F.I. - The Leaving Song
    //Rufio - One Slow Dance [haha..so old. <3]

yeah. i know i'm pathetic but what can i say? that's just me... whatever.


I LOVE YOU ALL!

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speak to me
tell me something so typical
a lullaby or something miserable
that will keep me up at night

cross out my eyes
i know you planned it
you know i love you
and i can't stand it
we just lost control
(we just lost control)

lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing

go lie to me
tell me stories so beautiful
an epic of something so terrible
that it makes me weep

cross out these days
on the calendar
it hurts me so much
and im not quite sure
i care anymore
(i care anymore)

lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth dying for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing

after hours and hours of figuring this crap out for this layout to make it suitable for my blogdrive, i finally got it to work. kinda. it always had these annoying problems. man it pissed me off. but i think it shall do for now. this is how bored i am. haha. how sad huh? whatever.

i really really really dislike 1-6  days. they kick me in the ass. i can never do all my work cuz i just don't like to. it sucks booooootay. boo to that.

that kid scares me. >_<. freak much?

school sucks. yes it does.

on to happier things. yay for two friends for talking. it's oh so cute. if ya know what i mean. and yay cuz my friends make me laugh, and make me happy, and make me forget for those few hours of the day how much crap my life is. yay for the boyfriend who's the best and biggest loser ever. love it. friends are the greatest things ever. what would i do in class, and at school, or on the weekends without them?

i have homework i don't want to do.

i don't feel like being interesting right now. but then again, when am i eveR?!...never. bye loves. love ya

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